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Saturday, October 14, 2023

Tranquility

        

         Tranquility


In a tiny village far away, in a ordinary cottage, in a cozy reading room overlooking a vast lake, Daphne stood quietly. Morning sun had just peeked over the distant soft shaded hills. Thin rafts of cloud floated in the still water. A single bird opened the air with its trill. A squirrel peered in her window from a pine bough. She stretched and yawned, feeling the gentleness of the day.




“There are times when we stop, we sit still. We listen and 

breezes from a whole other world begin to whisper.”

~ James Carroll, novelist and playwright


 

Friday, October 13, 2023

From My Window



I have looked to the window on the world too much these days. My heart feels broken when I hear the devastation visited on families. And I don’t know what to do. Until I look across the street and see the beauty that is right in front of me. The golden leaves will grace the streets, in winter there will be icy beauty on that same tree and springtime will bring new green growth. I can see all of that from my window as I write. Fear for the future and grief for the fallen fade into the background. My faith in humanity has wavered but is strong again.



“Cleave ever to the sunnier side of doubt.”

~ Alfred, Lord Tennyson


Thursday, October 12, 2023

Change of Heart






Drops of red against the green

A sad reminder 

of the horrors of war


Soft green backdrop of growth

 ~ A hope filled example 

of the blessings of peace.





“It is not enough to win a war; it is more important to organize the peace.”

~ Aristotle


Wednesday, October 11, 2023

Chapter Two, Episode 157 - New Fields of Learning - Situationally Theirs

Naive about the world outside medicine, Dr. Jeremy Crawford felt helpless. He and Em had both known the lands of the Estate before the pandemic. Before Michael Beaufort, his friend and Em’s husband, had died. It was merely a place to play. He knew nothing about what was involved, even though Michael commiserated with him many times. Jeremy had always been good at making him laugh and take a day - or a week - off. That’s what Michael had called it ‘a day off’. It had been a struggle to get him to take ‘a week off’. His wife and Em had been best of friends and let the two of them be ‘boys’. His wife had died, then the pandemic descended on the world and in the midst of it all he and Em married. They’d been happy with the arrangement til now. She lived mostly on the Estate while he worked his shifts at the hospital, keeping an apartment in Hartley. Things had gotten tense lately. He was tired after the long three years of Covid 19. Long shifts, so many people dying, cases of long Covid and now more cases of Covid as the seasons were changing. Covid infections, RSV plus the usual flu seasons were beginning. He was just tired and needed Em’s calm and love more than ever. 


Jeremey was stuck. At work, he was used to thinking on his feet, calling the shots or talking a problem over with a colleague. When he came home, Em would be there for supper, maybe even for a few nights and they would be together. He had spent some time with Matt the night before and come away feeling only a bit better. Should he take Matt up on his invitation to help him out at his orchard? He had some time off, time that he could spend with Em, but he needed to know more about the life Em was consigning herself to. Consigning? He shook his head. “No, she was excited about it. I need to know more.” He checked his cell phone, no messages. He sent her a quick note “Love you, Em. I’m going to be at Matt’s if you need me.” He hesitated over each word, wondering what she’d imagine. 


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Emelina’s phone buzzed. She and Dez were walking out to inspect their orchard, hoping that Samuel would be there. She kept walking while she checked the message. “It’s from Jeremy. I’ll answer it later.” They kept walking. “Do you really think we can do this, Dez? Neither one of us knows much about gardening let alone taking on the orchard and the bees. You’ve certainly got more knowledge than I do.” Her excitement had died down as she realized the huge responsibility she was taking on. “All I know for sure, Em, is that we can at least try. When I started with the orchard, I thought it would be a piece of cake. And then Samuel told me about blights, worms, moths, weather, not enough water or too much water, birds sampling apples with sharp beaks. I was ready to turn tail and run.” She laughed “I’m even starting to talk like Samuel. He’s never steered me wrong and he’s never done the work for me. With me, but not for me.” Em  smiled at her sister. “We did get more apples this year, didn’t we?” Arriving at the orchard they could hear the migrant pickers calling out to each other. Some of the apple varieties were late. When this was done, the pickers would move on to the next orchard - peaches, pears, grapes - whatever was next to be picked. They roamed the Island, most coming from the mainland. 


Samuel came out of the shed, wiping his hands on his kerchief. “Mornin’, ladies. What’s this I hear 'bout you goin’ to be workin’ with us, Miss Em? You sure you want to get dirt under your fingernails. Guess that was kind of impolite. Didn’t mean it that way. You’re just always dressed so nice.” Emelina smiled. “Don’t worry about it, Samuel. It’s been a surprise to a lot of people. Guess I’ll have to learn how to take care of my fingernails though. You’re the man who’s worked on the outside of this Estate the longest. Where do I start? I need your knowledge, if you’re willing to share it.” She turned to Dez  “I feel like I’m in the first grade all over again!” 


Samuel pushed his old battered hat back on his head and looked up at the sky. Dez chuckled “Is that where you get your answers, Samuel?” He looked at the two women, and although he wasn’t sure that they’d get the job done, they seemed pretty serious. Settling his hat back the way he liked it, he looked them both in the eye. “First, get to know what’s in the shed. Know the tools you’re goin’ to need to work with. We need to have a sit down so I can let you know what happens in fall, what we need to done for winter and what needs to be ready for spring.” Dez spoke up “Don’t forget all the books you told me to read. You started me off on that one about Seeds.” Samuel was leading them into the shed. “I wasn’t goin’ to forget. A few folks think that books can’t tell you much about farming, but……” He stopped. Come up to my place, oh, say this afternoon and I’ll get you started on your homework. Didn’t your sister tell you about her homework?” Em gave Dez a sidelong glance. “No, she didn’t! 


“I also didn’t tell you that he said to get to know every tree. And when we got the apiary boxes in he told me the same thing.” Imitating the old gardener she said ‘The trees and the bees need to know whose takin’ care of them.’” Now, Emelina looked confused. “How on earth would that make a difference?” Samuel and Dez shared a knowing look “If trees don’t trust you they won’t grow right. If the bees don’t trust you, you’re goin’ a get stung more than once.” Emelina wasn’t sure that they were serious even though they looked serious. But she’d asked for his help and this was part of it so if she had to be a tree hugger she would.


Samuel’s cell phone rang. “It’s Elizabeth. Says your lunch is ready.” He pocketed it and said “I’ll walk up with you and get my sandwich. We can get to the books after. And we didn’t finish in the shed. But we need to clear off the garden first. I’ve got it started, but we’ve got to get dirt under those fingernails.” He smiled “We’ll get you all fixed up, Miss Em.”


“Study hard what interests you the most in the most 

undisciplined, irreverent and original manner possible.”

~ Richard Feynmann


 

Tuesday, October 10, 2023

To Be Mindful ~ 2





Overwhelmed with distractions

scattered around me

I swept them all to the side 

and continued my walk forward

keeping only those that served me.








“Keep your mind off the things you don’t want 

by keeping it on the things you do want.”

~ W. Clement Stone


 

Monday, October 9, 2023

On an Afternoon Walk ~ On the Wing


Incandescent mirages are magic, scenes of far away lifted by the sun from the heat of the land and the heat of the sun


When the heat of the land has cooled, only a butterflies wing will glow with the soft warmth of the sun. 



“Just living isn’t enough,” said the butterfly, 

“one must have sunshine, freedom and 

a little flower.”- Hans Christian Anderson”

~ Louisa Thomsen Brits, The Book of Hygge: 

The Danish Art of Living Well


*Author’s note: because of the sun lighting up the little butterfly, I couldn’t tell what kind, but I suspect it was an ordinary white butterfly


Sunday, October 8, 2023

Book Review - The Madness of Crowds by Louise Penny

Tantalizing word games in The Madness of Crowds present moral and ethical questions. Professor Abigail Robinson was invited to the village of Three Pines by Chancellor Colette Roberge to present her paper that was both logical and terrifying. Post-pandemic she was presenting a most controversial solution to the province as both merciful and reasonable. Because it was between Christmas and New Years, at a small university, in a small and seldom used auditorium, no one, including the Chancellor, expected that anyone would come. But they did. People had to be turned away on a freezing snowfilled night. Before seeing the surging crowd, Chief Inspector Gamache had no idea why he was being asked to lead this protection duty. Something that seemed unimportant. He had seen the videos on-line about previous talks the professor had given, so understood the emotion surrounding the Professor and her claims. What had seemed simple turned into a dangerous fiasco, with fireworks set off in the middle the crowd and shots fired at the Professor. What was also dangerous were the emotions that had stirred the crowd and infected the Sûreté officers under Chief Inspector Gamache.


Several nights later, at the Inn and Spa in Three Pines, most of the villagers were celebrating the coming New Year. Although uninvited, the Professor and her assistant arrived in the company of the Chancellor. Their presence created a stir off set by the presence of another: Haniya Daoud, also known as the Hero of the Sudan, was a celebrity visitor to the village. She had arrived to thank Myrna Landers, friend and neighbour in Three Pines for donating to her human rights campaign. This character seemed quite out of place in the story, but the horrors of her situation and the buried Canadian horrors paralleled each other. 


It was at this party that the brutal murder of Professor Robinson’s assistant Debbie Schneider occurred. Was her murder a mistaken identity or was she targeted? Robinson and Schneider had be friends as adolescents, but had reunited in adulthood. What was in their past that had Gamache and his whole team going down many rabbit holes? And how was Dr. Vincent Gilbert, better known in Three Pines as the Asshole Saint, involved? Or was he the murderer? What ethical questions did the Sûreté officers deal with, especially Jean-Guy Beauvoir? Gamache, his father-in-law, still had visions of the nursing homes he had attended in the worst of the pandemic. Even Chancellor Roberge had her own darkness ~ could she be the murderer?


This beautiful, puzzling read has kept me captivated for this past two weeks. I’ve had to stop myself reading just to live the rest of my life. One more book for my shelf that is beginning to overflow!


”How closely the two perspectives existed, coexisted, he thought. 

Side by side. The border between heaven and hell a sliver. 

Murder and mercy. Kindness and cruelty. 

And how very difficult it was, sometimes, to tell them apart. 

Or to know on which side of the border you stood.”

~ Louise Penny, The Madness of Crowds



Title: The Madness of Crowds

Author: Louise Penny

Copyright: 2021

Publisher: Three Pines, Inc.

Type: Novel

Format: Mystery Fiction

ISBN - 9781250145260 (hard cover)

ISBN - 9781250836557 (international, sold outside the U.S., subject to rights availability)

ISBN - 9781250145284 (ebook)

LCCN - 2021015666