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Saturday, January 15, 2022

The Stairs


My dreams and ideas

Fall

Down the stairs

Slip down the walls

Tip out of my mind

Like tea spilling from my cup

Soaking into the carpet

And when my feet land

on the solid downstairs

I wash the teacup and put it away.

Possibilities hang in the air.



“you can, you should, and if you’re brave enough to start, you will.”

~ Stephen King, On Writing: A Memoir of the Craft


Authors note: This poem was inspired by a question I’ve entertained for many years. Why do wonderful, exciting ideas and dreams slip so easily away from me? When ordinary life must be attended to, the energy behind the dreams vanishes. Dreams, ideas to realityThe bravery is in believing in possibility and acting on one tiny plan at a time. Even for the tiniest or grandest goal.



Friday, January 14, 2022

Deep Within




As our lives grow and mature, 
all can seem more crowded; 

yet growth shares vitality

from roots deep within.


And yet, 

each flower, each plant 

blossoms and grows from 

deep within your soul.





“Humankind has not woven the web of life. 

We are but one thread within it. 

Whatever we do to the web, we do to ourselves. 

All things are bound together. All things connect.”

~ Chief Seattle


Thursday, January 13, 2022

Book Review: The Book of Lost Names by Kristin Harmel

Kristen Harmel has painted a picture of World War II that takes us behind the scenes. Behind the bombing and strafing, killing and the horrors of this dreadful war. Her central character of Eva Traube is in her 86 in Chapter One of this powerful story. From a library in America, she sees a picture of her Book of Lost Names in the New York Times. It is in a library in Berlin. In Chapter Two and sixty years later, she is living in Paris with her parents. The Nazi occupation had arrived and is becoming more uncomfortable with new rules and the yellow stars of anyone Jewish. Eva is warned by an old school friend of a coming round up of 20,000 Jews. She does not believe him and tells her father, who works as a typewriter repairman. From there, her life and the lives of her parents spin out of control. Her father is arrested. Eva and her mother were safe from arrest but only temporarily. To escape Paris, with the benefit of her first forgery, they arrive in a small town that is a ‘safe’ town. This town hid hundreds of children and adults waiting to be surreptitiously taken to Switzerland and freedom. 


Eva tells her story from beginning to end. All the details of the trek from Paris, how Eva and her mother, Mamusia, have responded so very differently to their situation defines the depth of trauma that they each experienced. It had never occurred to me before that the false identification papers had to be created by real flesh and blood people. Papers created so meticulously, down to the inks, paper and forms, that they could fool the most astute officials. Many people were saved because of these dedicated people. In Eva Traube’s world, many hundreds of children were saved, the focus of their work. Eva and Rémy worked tirelessly to create the needed documents. Their relationship develops past their work, but is halted because of the war. Eva loses everyone and everything.


We all know how those caught in this or any war end - some survive and some do not. Identities are lost and lives are lost. Eva feels responsible for lost in her war. This is her story, beautifully and poignantly told by Eva Traube through Kristin Harmel’s skillful pen.


“Life turns on the decisions we make, 

the single moments that transform everything.”

~ Kristin Harmel,  The Book of Lost Names



Title: The Book of Lost Names

Author:  Kristin Harmel

Copyright: 2020

Publisher: Gallery Books - An Imprint of Simon & Schuster, Inc.

Type: Fiction

Format: Soft Cover

ISBN: 978-1-9821-5236-9

ISBN: 978-1-9821-3191-3 (ebook)


 

Wednesday, January 12, 2022

Chapter Two, Episode Sixty-Seven - A Late Christmas Card - Situationally Theirs

A Late Christmas Card


“Elizabeth, there’s a letter in here for you from England.” Digby had come into the kitchen from picking up the mail. His office, at the other end of the Downstairs, had yet to be opened for the day. He always stopped in the kitchen long enough to get his coffee before getting work started. His work days had been reduced to mornings only. There were times when he only spent an hour or so keeping the books up to date. “For me? Who would be writing me? Lily’s been gone at least a year, could be getting closer to two years. I don’t hear from Charley, even though he said that he would keep in touch. Just put it on the table and I’ll get to it when I stop for tea. Martha said she’d be in around ten thirty. Did you see the sisters on your way in? They were going out to watch that old garage being taken down.”


“Yes I did see them and cautioned them around that old place.” Digby chuckled “Both of them told me to stop treating them like children.” He finished filling his coffee mug, hesitated and picked up Cook’s letter. “The writing on this letter isn’t familiar to me, or the return address, Elizabeth. Let me know if it’s anything you need help with.”


~~~~~


Dez and Emelina were still talking about Digby’s comments to them when they saw him that morning. “My goodness, he almost sounded like he was our father! I didn’t want to listen to dad, and it gave me the same feeling.” Her sister smiled. “You were pretty stubborn and I think that you still are, Dez. He was just being kind. He is a kind man, you know.” There were still bits of snow caught in places where the sun hadn’t sought them out. The growl of the light equipment Samuel had hired to take down the old building got their attention. “Were the trees and hedges to be saved roped off?” Dez nodded as they walked. “Yes, Samuel, Digby and I went over the old blueprints. That old hedge? Wasn’t one of the original plantings so will have to be taken out. The pine trees on either side will be saved.” Emelina frowned. “That really is too bad. I was looking forward to seeing it all trimmed up and ~ what do they call it ~ ‘pruned?’. Samuel’s so good at that.” Watching the old garage being torn down was quite an experience for Emelina. Usually involved in charity fund raising, worrying about whether she was doing the right things for the Estate or going into Hartley to be with her husband, she had little time for land and gardens. She left all of that to the rest of her staff and her sister. “Well, Em, once we get that space all cleared up and a little house on it, we may be able to put a new hedge in.” Dez was looking more forward to getting a tiny house built on it that whether there was a hedge or not. But, if was her sister’s land and if she wanted a hedge, she would get one. 


~~~~~


Back in the kitchen, Martha had just come in for her morning’s tea with Elizabeth. “What’s this Elizabeth? A letter from England?” Cook washed her hands, hung up her apron and came to the table with her tea. “Here. Let me open it, Martha.” Cook slipped a knife under the flap and slit the envelope open. “It’s a Christmas card, Martha.” Just an ordinary card with a Christmas tree in a town square, the small town covered in snow, the sky dark with a few stars. When she opened it a letter fell out. Elizabeth picked it up, and started reading it. Her frown turned to a soft smile and then a tear fell. Hurriedly she brushed it away. “It’s from Charley, Martha! You remember, Lily’s husband. He writes that he has sold their house and moved to a small flat in a different town. 


“Dear Elizabeth, so sorry I haven’t written until now. Lily wanted me to keep in touch with you. I been remiss in my duty to her memory. The house that we shared for so many years was too big and lonely for me. I seldom saw our daughter and our little grandson which made it lonelier. Elspeth finally convinced me that selling the house would be what her mother wanted. She also convinced me to move closer to her so I could spend more time with little Charley. I could almost hear Lily telling me to ‘get a move on!’. I’ve enclosed a picture of the two Charley’s.”


Elizabeth sat down heavily, dropping the letter on the table. Reaching for the envelope, she opened it wide and turned it upside down. A little square fell out. The picture was one of those taken at a photo booth in a store or mall. “Oh, Martha. My heart has been so sore and worried that I would lose all contact with Charley, my niece and her little one. The last Christmas card I sent was returned ‘no longer at this address’. Now I know where Elspeth and Charley are.” Martha had watched and listened to her friend. She had been aware of Elizabeth’s heartache, no matter how much she tried to hide it. She missed her sister and the letters they had shared for so many years. “Well then, Elizabeth, let’s just get a fresh pot of tea and have another cuppa for Lily, Elspeth ~ and the two Charleys.”


“The opening to reality, as it really is, is beauty.”

~ Byron Katie, American speaker and author


 

Tuesday, January 11, 2022

Shimmers







Magical and mysterious  ~

words that do not fit 

with realism, cold and sharp edged, 

except when shimmering in shadows

that lean away from the light







“…disbelief in magic can force a poor soul into 

believing in government and business….”

~ Tom Robbins, Even Cowgirls Get the Blues


 

Monday, January 10, 2022

Only Yesterday

Surprised?  Oh yes.

The mirror does not lie

only my eyes

until I put my glasses on ~

the muscles beneath

wrinkled and sagging skin

would rather just rest

until I remind them

they are still strong

maybe not as strong

but they still flex 

my bones and joints 

to carry me forward ~


Only yesterday I was young.


“……so enjoy, endure, survive each moment as it 

comes to you in its proper sequence - - a surprise.”

~ Vera Nazarian, The Perpetual Calendar of Inspiration


Sunday, January 9, 2022

Old School

South Park School, Victoria B.C.

Old School


“Into the great……” Those were the words her English teacher had written on the chalkboard. It was Friday afternoon. Keeping her eyes on Miss Corman, their new teacher, Melody leaned over to her friend, Jasmine, and whispered. “What are we supposed to do with that!?” Quickly straightening up, she opened her notebook. Whispering angrily to herself, she said “We can’t even have our iPads or any kind of device in here.” She scribbled and doodled on the page hoping that the old biddy wouldn’t come down to her desk. Miss Corman had a bad habit of strolling between the desks and looking over everyone’s work. “Now class, take these three words home and write a story from them. Absolutely no changes.…and no excuses.” Melody tentatively put her hand up. “Miss Corman?” Her teacher stopped in mid stride and turned like she was in the military. “Yes, Melody?” Melody took a deep breath. “Umm. I actually have two questions.” Miss Corman’s already prune face, tightened. Tapping her foot she said sternly “Well, if you had let me finish you may already have your answers. Your story will have to be fifty words longer than the rest of the class.” She spun on her heel and returned to the front of the room. “Melody, your story is to be 300 words; for everyone else, 250 words. Stories must be turned in on Monday. English class is Monday morning and I don’t want to hear any excuses for late or missing stories.” 


“You can make anything by writing.”

~ C.S.Lewis


Author's note:
Old School: 250 words
Melody will have to figure out 50 more words!