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Saturday, November 29, 2014

At the Nurses Station

A question hung in the air….
Chosen behaviour or discrete function of gray matter?
Where is the line that shifts one to the other?

Answers tossed back and forth
Unformed details trail off into question marks.
What is the line that shifts one to the other?

Behaviour, thought, emotion
All come from within wrinkly folds of soft tissue
How do we learn to act, to feel and shape our thoughts?

A question hung in the air…
Curiousity, vital to finding answers,
dampened by clamour of a real and present work day.

“Reason can answer questions, but imagination has to ask them.”
~ Dr. Ralph Gerard

Thursday, November 27, 2014

A Faraway Place

Leo


In the misty cool rain of the Victoria winter
the tropics beckoned - but only 27 minutes away

Little E - he sat on my arm.

In the humid warmth of a carefully constructed tropic


Inner wings are brilliant blue.



I stopped. I took a deep and truly cleansing breath
in a far away land where butterflies flitted and flew under and over leaves, 
light landing on table tops, on plates of sliced fruit
many hidden in camouflaged beauty.
Scrabbling below, and high in the trees,
lived brown knobbly turtles and brilliant parrots,
Leo, reserved and quiet
Little E, chatty, posed for a picture and flew onto my arm
koi fish flashing by a pair of long legged flamingos
tiny songbirds high in the foliage twittered and flew

Whatever the season ~ a tropical island awaits to renew my vitality.




“We live only to discover beauty. 
All else is a form of waiting’
~ Kahlil Gibran




Victoria Butterfly Gardens
1461 Benvenuto Ave.
Brentwood Bay, BC
1-877-722-0272
www.butterflygardens.com

Wednesday, November 26, 2014

Birthday Gifts

From Kate's dining room window last summer.





Birthdays ~ always good days
Wrapping up one year
Opening a new year
Vitality always in a package
full of family, friends and colleagues.





“Today is a gift.
Today is all I have.
I be fully awake in today.”
~ Lailah Gifty Akita

Tuesday, November 25, 2014

Marijuana - Therapeutic or Intoxicant?

Only a tomato plant - (see the little tomato?)
This is one issue where my opinions clash with the experience of others, and with medical research and treatment, leaving my opinions in tatters. Marijuana, specifically THC and its use for medical purposes vs marijuana, when over used or abused, is so frighteningly life altering that it has come under the fire of opinion with developing research. I have known this drug, cannabis, specifically THC (tetrahydrocannabinol) the isomer found in the plant to be used for chronic or cancer pain, for severe intractable nausea, in some cases of dementia and most interesting in the treatment of some forms of epilepsy. I have cared for clients in withdrawal from excessive amounts of cannabis who experience extremely high levels of anxiety, bordering on psychosis; disturbed sleep and one condition labelled Cannabinoid hyperemesis syndrome. This last syndrome is unremitting, unpredictable nausea and severe episodes of vomiting. Aside from plant chemistry, what is the brain chemistry involved in this divisive issue? And I would be remiss if I did not mention the effective use of THC in veterinary care.

Throughout my life and career, many medical issues have shifted and changed as research and experience mesh. This issue also is a thorn in the side of the police, the courts and all levels of the legal system. Given all of that is there a right and wrong? One side or the other? I know that many that have settled in one camp or the other. 

As a nurse, working in addictions care, this puts me in a bit of a bind. And as an individual that has epilepsy, it creates another area of questioning and concern. Concern for the child that may have an effective treatment withheld ~ a child with uncontrolled seizures that has had unsuccessful trials of numerous other legal drugs and finally success with marijuana ~ which may be illegal. Concern for the individual that has the potential for addiction to cannabis. The vitality of the arguments and opinions in the media and at an individual level seems to be mounting with little sign of agreement or acceptance.

I have read articles from Twitter, Google and the online Time Magazine, as well as listening to an interview on CBC radio regarding the toxic nature vs medical value of marijuana. At an International Nurses Society on Addictions conference several years ago, one of our members discussed at great length the endocannabinoid system and the value of marijuana in nursing care. And I have also seen the many memes that have carried the message of marijuana as an intoxicant, sometimes with the words and face of Bob Marley or Jimmy Carter in the background. If this drug, from a plant, is used as an intoxicant, I disagree with it’s use; if it is used for medical managment of a health condition, I may have to rethink my ‘all bad’ opinion. As a nurse, I will just take care of the individual that, because of cannabis abuse, arrives at the door of detox.

“All opinions are not equal. Some are a very great deal more robust, 
sophisticated and well supported in logic and argument than others.”
~ Douglas Adams, The Salmon of Doubt

December 30, 2023
Author's Note: THC is the psychoactive chemical found in marijuana.
                         CBD or cannabinoid has no psychoactive effect.

Monday, November 24, 2014

Simply Intolerant

While walking in the brilliant sunshine at New Brighton Park in Vancouver, yesterday afternoon, I came upon this simple monument honouring the historic events of June 18, 1935 when longshoremen and their supporters attempted to reclaim their jobs. Dubbed The Battle of Ballantyne Pier, these longshoreman and their supporters clashed with local, provincial and federal authorities on that fateful day.

Union activities have often left me feeling powerless and in the midst of angry fights or discussions. And yet union activities have also won rights and benefits that would not be in place for many workers historically through to today, including rights and benefits that I personally enjoy. The vitality that I see and hear from those strong in their belief in the role that unions play in our society is really quite impressive.

There have been many times I have been intolerant of the union-management antagonist language and behaviour. Those of you that know me have probably heard some of my intolerance. I do not support or believe in violence. For some reason, this monument spoke to me yesterday. I thought of those that quite literally fought for their rights - not with words, but with broken bodies. Those longshoremen and their supporters did not win that particular fight, but continued to fight for what they believed in. The intolerance of union members is toward what are considered unfair labour practices for a broad range of workers. I do believe I have been humbled!

“Nothing dies so hard, or rallies so often as intolerance.”
~ Henry Ward Beecher

Sunday, November 23, 2014

An Early Start

An early ferry to Vancouver
A ‘scenic route’ to Jason’s house, then off to pick up Jeff.
(I’ve only made that routing mistake seven times!)

Brunch with my sons on the sunny side of Commercial Drive at Lear Faye Cafe ~
Live jazz combo - sax, bass and guitar - played as we ate and visited ~
Delicious coffee, mimosas and bennies disappeared as music through the air.

To the park with grand-dogs, both full of the vitality of play
Soggy leaves and cold wet grass a minor detail when chasing a stick ~
or running with other dogs in the park.

Home to see the Stampeders win the Western Conference final
 - tucking into huge bowls of Wonton Soup and dainty spring rolls
It’s been a lovely early start to my upcoming birthday!

“The beginning is always NOW.”
~ Roy Bennett