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Saturday, April 22, 2017

Prairie Mountain Climb

Prairie Mountain Climb

“Top of the mountain?! You’ve got to be kidding. We’re on the prairies. There are no mountains here.”
“I know that. I just wanted to show you the mountain top we climbed as kids.”

We had climbed to the second story of the old farm house. The old house was cold and silent, dust settled on all the window sills, floors, and one old dresser left in the hall. I wiped the dust from the cracked window pane. Just as the sun was rising, I pointed to a slight rise in the horizon. In the chill morning air we stood close, his arm around my waist.

“Look. See way over there. We called it a mountain because of all the rocks in the soil. They weren’t very big. We weren’t very big. We pretended that every rock was one more cliff. Sometimes we’d carry the smaller ones up to the top. We were never satisfied until we could stand at the top of our mountain. We’d look out over the prairies and see the world rolled out before us.”

“Now you live in the real mountains with me. They're not as grand, are they?”

“No. The real mountains have their own grandiosity. They are bigger. I'm bigger. Before we head out today, can we stop and climb that mountain one last time. It’s on open land and most of the rocks are gone, but I want to see the world again. From the top of that mountain.”

“I was hoping for that. You and I have done our fair share of rock climbing. Never Kilimanjaro, but solid rock. Your mountain looks a bit less challenging, but full of play and fun. Hope you packed our breakfast.”

I took his early morning face in my hands “You’re funny! Of course I did, and, of course, you remembered our water bottles. We’ll be pretty thirsty after our climb. We’ve even got hot coffee with our apples and cheese.”

I made sure to slam the screen door one last time. The old wooden sidewalk was dried and broken. I tested each one of the old boards. All of the memories - our lake, the plastic swimming pool, filled with clear, fresh water from the garden hose, had long dried up. Big gardens of peas and corn, raspberries and potatoes to feed our family stripped down and plowed under. Even the hum of grasshoppers, dust storms,  towering thunderstorms, prairie floods and prairie fires were wrapped up in that day. We did our climb to the top of the mountain that morning. We ate our breakfast as we watched the sun roll out across golden stubbled wheat and flax fields, serenaded by killdeers and meadowlarks.

“All mountain landscapes hold stories: the ones we read, 
the ones we dream, and the ones we create.”
~ from the Editor’s Note, The Alpinist (April 1, 2010)
~ George Michael Sinclair Kennedy

Friday, April 21, 2017

Breath Work



Curiosity breathes inspiration 
Inspiration like a breath deep within

Curiosity ~ full of questions
Questions satisfied with many answers.

Curiosity searches for answers
Answers that bring smiles and sighs

Curiosity is full of wonder
Wonder for all the delights in each world.



“Satisfaction of one’s curiosity is one
 of the greatest sources of happiness in life.”
~ Linus Pauling

Thursday, April 20, 2017

Taking A Walk

Accessibility makes life easier. Walking to the doctor today, I passed a man sitting under a tree. The tree that is his ‘office’. My mission was to have a check up. His mission seems to be to just survive. There are many stories. Sitting under trees, on sidewalks, on park benches, on street corners and places that I’ve not seen. Stories of a lifetime. Not an adult lifetime, but a life time from childhood, maybe even birth. Details that none of us will ever know.

What does that have to do with accessibility? I have access to everything in my life that I need or want. I have access to family and friends for support and kindness. I have access to employment so I can purchase the food I prefer, dentistry, gas for my car and clothes I prefer. I have access to my internal emotional life, options, and I am grateful. So when I see the person with a life story sitting under a tree, I am satisfied with my own life. Accessibility makes life so much easier.

“Whenever you feel like criticizing anyone….just remember that all 
the people in this world haven’t had the advantages that you’ve had.”
~ F. Scott Fitzgerald

Absolutely Special

Food and family are absolute partners. 
Even when I eat with the TV’s companionship
Dinners and suppers
Easters and Christmas
Birthdays and just ordinary days

And many just ordinary days
Gathering
  Shopping
      Preparing

Satisfaction in all the days with
My sons,
   My siblings
      My mom and dad
         All of my life’s special people 

“Every single person is sacred. Sacred means special, 
precious, a treasure of true beauty. That means you.”
~ Amy Leigh Mercree

Tuesday, April 18, 2017

Pillow Talk

Surprise at the end of the day~
always when bedtime comes
time for nighttime shut eye
snuggling into the dark
welcoming the silence of night.

Daylight hours tick-tocked by
with or without purpose
in bright sunshine or cloudy skies
until the sun disappears and
with a sigh of satisfaction, the pillow says ‘hello’

“When I lay my head on the pillow at night I can say 
I was a decent person today. That’s when I feel beautiful.”
~ Drew Barrymore

The Wonder of Ideas

Ideas pop and sprout like  
 flowers from spring soil 
  with no need for seasons, 
   sunshine or rain ~
    ideas merely need attention 
     recognition of their worth 

And yet
 some only seem worthy of
  a brief hello
   a wave goodbye
    a nod, a smile and then passing by

And some
 climb chaotically
  beautiful in their lushness
   while smothering fruits and flowers

Some beautiful ideas yield
 fruits for action and change,
  creations of progress ~
   growth for new roads to explore

Spent with the energy of growth
 bolting from leaf to seeds ~
  seeds thrown into the soil
   await new ideas to pop and sprout

Choked out by weedy ideas
 to wither, dry and die 
  ideas crumble into the soil
   composting til the time is right

Ideas come from us all 
 to pop, sprout and grow ~
  to shape our homes and families
    to build our societies and cultures
      with satisfaction in the wonder of our ideas.

“Ideas won’t keep; something must be done about them.”
~ Alfred North Whitehead

Monday, April 17, 2017

The Dance





Our thoughts go to the dance.

When silence holds music,
our feet feel each step
our hearts feel the music
like blades of grass 
satisfied by rhythm
our bodies move and sway
to thoughts of the dance.




“And those who were seen dancing were thought to be 
insane by those who could not hear the music.”
~ Friedrich Nietzsche