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Saturday, January 7, 2023

Cotton Ball Trees

Taken two days ago.
I wish I could have 

taken a photo 

of the cotton ball trees 

backed by brilliant blue sky 

but I was too busy. 


Choosing Saturdays to focus

on a week’s worth of home

and chores, I set them in motion

before the sun and wind 

released frost clouds into the air


Hesitating long enough to

gasp and stand stock still 

at the beautiful scene 

outside my window and smile, 

grateful for such a stunning view. 


No mountains, rivers or parks - 

not even the wide prairie -

just the amazing transformation 

of the winter wonderland trees to 

cotton ball trees in the sun.


“It is not enough to be busy; so are the ants. 

The question is: What are we busy about?”

~ Henry David Thoreau


Friday, January 6, 2023

Light it Up!

Enthusiasm about being able

to do things by myself 

and for myself wanes

when I just don’t know how. 


“Call for help”

“Don’t be so stubborn.”

“Did you read the package directions?”

“Why didn’t you check out the web?” 


all things I say to myself, 

in the voice of someone from my past

    like my dad, 

       or mom, 

          or a neighbour,   

       or just in casual conversation. 


But that child from my distant past,

that determined little girl 

who insists that ‘I can so do it!’, 

reminds me to give it one more try


I looked on the package for directions (nothing) 

and looked on a diy website for answers: it’s easy! 

(Calling for help is a tough one for me). 

Then:  Success!! 


my enthusiasm about being able 

to do things for myself surges

and a smile lights up my heart and my face!

(It was a very odd GU10 light bulb)


“I got my own back.”

~ Maya Angelou


 

Thursday, January 5, 2023

Room for Laughter


Laughing into the wind calls up 

summer sunshine and smiles

dusty roads and wildflowers


Winter laughter is seldom into the wind ~ Too darn cold! Nose hairs freeze and laughter hangs in the air like icicles.


Only when toque and scarves and parka and mitts and boots are doffed in haste is there room for laughter and hot chocolate!




“In the depths of winter, I finally learned 

that within me there lay an invincible summer.”

~ Albert Camus


 

Wednesday, January 4, 2023

Chapter Two, Episode 117 - Very Un-James-like - Situationally Theirs

Very Un-James-like


“Images flash before my eyes, James.” Martha was quiet. Usual for her when she was troubled. But not for long. James was a patient man, so continued reading his evening newspaper. “Are you sure you want to travel into the snow and mountains?” He folded his paper neatly and set it aside. He hadn’t told her that he was having second thoughts. James Digby, not one to spontaneity, always needed a plan. After reading his brother’s letter the week before, he had wanted to visit Tom right away. Thus the suggestion for a winter holiday. Martha had been both excited and hesitant at the time. They’d had little talk about it in the days to follow, but he had noticed that Martha had been unusually quiet, so hadn’t brought it up. “Yes, I heard you. What has you worried?” 


“Oh, all the airport issues that have been in the news, people not getting to where they want to go or getting home. I know that most of that is the south holidays but I can’t help but think it would affect all the rest of travel. Then, we really aren't ‘snow people’ James. And I heard Miss Emelina saying there is a new Omicron variant out there. Something about more transmission or something. James we can’t afford to get sick and not be at home and Tom and Sofia get sick because of us……..” She stopped to take a breath. “ Martha, I’ve had second thoughts as well.  I just wanted to see Tom when I brought it up, but I’ve had time to consider all the risks. We’re not that young anymore. I also saw the pandemic issues brought up in the paper tonight.” 


Martha brightened. “Let’s go out to supper James! It’s been too quiet around here and we’re getting to be a couple of old fogeys.” She already had her jacket on, and picked up her purse. “Wait for me!” James had been ready to just put his feet up and listen to some opera. It was his habit to enjoy the quiet. “I guess we have been too quiet, but shouldn’t we be cautious about this new variant. A restaurant?”


“James Digby, don’t be an old fuddy-duddy. Of course we should be cautious, but if we go to our same restaurant, wear our masks and do all that social distancing, we should be all right. They are so good about cleaning all the tables, still wearing masks…..they take care of their customers.” She handed him his jacket, took out their umbrellas and started out the door. “It’s still wet from the snow, Martha, be careful where you step.”


~~~~~


Arriving at the restaurant, it had started to rain heavily just as they parked. “It’s not much of a walk to the door, but let’s not get soaking wet before we go in.” James agreed and they both hoisted their umbrellas against the rain's onslaught. A quick glance across the parking lot for cars coming, they walked quickly to the door. Shaking the rain from their umbrellas, they folded them up and stepped into the warm foyer. “Here, James, I brought a bag for them so we don’t drip all over the floor.” Stashing them away, she looked up. “My, it’s busy in here tonight. Isn’t that Samuel and Elizabeth over there.” She waved. Elizabeth had seen them come in and beckoned them over just as the maitre’d was about to ask them where they’d like to sit. “I see our friends over there, dear, we may be joining them.” The young woman nodded and spoke to the next group in line, thinking to herself, ‘I hope they do, because they won’t get a table.’ A new smile pasted on her face behind her black mask, she hoped her eyes crinkled enough and went to the work of escorting the group to the only remaining table.


“Come, join us!” Elizabeth scooched over in the booth to let Martha in. Samuel moved his coat behind him. “Here James, guess this seat’s for you.” Everyone settled, they beckoned their waiter over. Elizabeth volunteered “Could we have two more table settings, please? Our friends are joining us. We can share our menus.” A cheerful young man, he quickly brought the necessary settings. “I’ll bring water for everyone and give you time to look at the menus.” Samual already knew what he was having and slid his menu over to James. “The Philly steak’s on special tonight. They do a good one here.” Turning to the ladies: “I suppose you’ll be having salads.” Elizabeth looked at him sharply. “Sam Forrester. I cook all day, every day and it’s time for me to have someone else’s cooking. I’m having that fancy steak and mashed potatoes dish ~ see here on the menu. Then I’m having the tiramisu.” 


Samuel laughed. “I suppose I’m paying for it all.” Only James and Martha knew that they went on regular date nights and Samuel always paid the tab. If he was ever questioned about it “I’m old fashioned and the man pays for his girl.” Their young man returned to take their orders. The men just saw themselves in the young men doing what he needed to hold body and soul together. The women, a sly nod to each other, saw the young man of their teenage dreams waiting on them. He saw the two couples as ‘elderly’. He had gotten used to being eyed approvingly, by women old enough to be his grandmother. At first embarrassed by it, now he was just respectful of them. 


~~~~~


Over their suppers, they had discussed the world’s problems, including the winter trip that the Digby’s had considered. Solving little but the fact winter was no time to be traveling in the mountains, they enjoyed each other’s company away from the Estate. Paying their bills, they went their separate ways. The rain had let up and the clouds had cleared. A oval waning moon, lit up the dark Island night. City streets glistened black, reflecting streetlights and traffic lights. “Let’s drive along the water, Martha. Out of the city’s glare.” Martha patted his arm. “Why James, are you taking me to park? I’m not sure my parents would approve of you keeping me out this late.” He pulled into a parking space above the ocean. “You’ve caught me, my sweet. That’s exactly what I’m doing.” He turned the car off, put his arm around his wife and stroked her hair. She leaned into him and sighed. “It’s been a wonderful evening.”


“Ah me! how sweet is love itself possess’d, 

when but love’s shadows are so rich in joy!” 

~ William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet

Tuesday, January 3, 2023

Still Ever



Miles ahead; miles behind

ever one mile at a time


in a turn to the left

  or a swerve to the right


still ever one mile at a time


miles behind ~

  falling fading pixels of memory


miles ahead ~

  a mirage, a shimmer of hope


still ever one mile at a time


white knuckles or smiles

  it’s always our choice


stop for a break

 to breathe the fresh air


still ever one step at a time.


“Life is either a daring adventure, or nothing at all.”

~ Helen Keller


 

Monday, January 2, 2023

Kite Dreams

Standing still slowly, I look up to the sky past houses, trees and cities to see what could be. Reaching up to the clouds, a dream may slip through my fingers as the wind takes it into the heights ~ a kite in the sky, solid and real, while my feet stand firm on the ground. 


Standing still slowly I can dream my dreams and weave them into my life ~

not just when the sky is blue and clear

but if skies be heavy with cloud and storm

with a change in pace, a space for rest ~

as long as the kite string twines in my hand, 

I can hold fast to my dreams and smile.


“It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.”

~ J.K.Rowling, Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone


 

Sunday, January 1, 2023

January 2023 Theme ~ Smile!




Standing still slowly……..

Miles ahead; miles behind…..

Images flash before…….

Laughing into the wind…..

Enthusiasm about…….





“I have many problems in life. 

But my lips don’t know that. 

They always smile.”

~ Charlie Chaplin