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Friday, March 14, 2014

Why Should I Forget my Past?

Why should I forget my past?
burnishing necklaces of joys and fun
banning traumas, tragedy or sorrow
tipping memory like a teeter totter
perched on only one seat 
whether grounded or riding high in the air

Why should I forget my past?
epilepsy of others shoved in a closet
hidden in a drawer
swept under the rug
kept up in the attic or down a dank basement.

Why should I forget my past?
miss learning from the fancies and foibles of others
seizures happening in the thick of long days
that could have been shortened 
with lines drawn and changing ‘the rules’

Remembering the past
as memory’s edges blur and fray with time
rounds up any softness and lessons
hardtimes ~ and lessons ~
to create my present self 
to suggest excited cautions for the future.

To leave everything behind would be 
like coming undressed into the bright light of today
without a road map tracing a way into the future.
Why should I forget my past?

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