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Showing posts with label Changes. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Changes. Show all posts

Saturday, October 17, 2026

Under the Blanket

stay cozy under the blanket ~ 

  normal feels good 

    but not strong. 


don’t have to surrender 

  to belief. 

That would take energy ~ 


feeling ‘not 25 anymore’. 

a distressing thought. 


at both ages ~ lying down, 

  feet up feels the same. 


No worries about being tired, 

  being out of balance,
    being afraid of our own mortality. 


With every age and stage of life 

~ being in the world changes. 


How anyone adjusts 

to these minute changes ~


one of life’s great mysteries. 

But adjust we do with 


the same wants and needs - 

balance shifting from wants to needs. 


But oh, how do we still

 ‘want’ the bright shiny things.


“I fall into all kinds of inauthenticity 

when I conspire to forget my mortality.”

~ Sam Keen, author

Friday, September 13, 2024

The Trees Know

The trees know 

of water and wind

of changing seasons


Keeping their roots 

in the dark

the trees know


to conserve water

to bring forth a new shoot

to settle into change


The trees know 

of water and wind 

of changing seasons.


“Do like trees: change the leaves, but keep the roots. 

So change your ideas, but keep your principles.”

~ Victor Hugo

Thursday, September 28, 2023

On an Afternoon Walk - A Song for All Seasons

I have a ceramic story tree on my desk. J.R.R.Tolkein wrote of Treebeard, the oldest of the Ents, in Lord of the Rings. J.K.Rowling wrote of the Whomping Willow in Harry Potter. On the farm, I’d go in the grass between stunted prairie trees to read. In Victoria, B.C. the gnarled old Garry Oaks enchanted me and reminded me of our arching elms here in Regina. The swaths of pine and fir on the mountain sides are mysterious and mystical. 


To add some music to these forested memories, this 'singing tree' greets me on my walks to the grocery store. In spring, it welcomes sprouting branches, in summer displays these wonderful green leaves, in autumn bejewelled in yellow, orange and red and in winter wears a beard of snow. My friend is always changing and forever unchanged.


“Trees are the poems that the earth writes upon the sky.”

~ Kahlil Gibran, Sand and Foam

Monday, June 12, 2023

Flight Plans ~ 2






Wishful thinking is magical

 ~ plans take a nibble

Knowing when to fly 

 ~ changes everything





“Knowing too much of your future is never a good thing.”

~ Rick Riordan, The Lightning Thief

Sunday, April 9, 2023

One More Time

Blossom Time - Royal Albert china

So many thoughts this Easter morning. Where do I start? Spinning from ordinary todays to special days of childhood,  


I liked the dress up part best, a new dress, a new Easter bonnet ~ Flowing along life changes, those precious times


were washed away, held only 

by the fraying strings of memory. Now on my own, in my own place, resurrection of these things


a slow and joyous task, brings out 

the china dinner plate for my breakfast,

drifts me back to long ago Easter and special days 

when we set the table, placing the silver cutlery just so, 


making sure the pretty pink blossoms 

on the plate had the laneway take me 

to the end of the orchard. One more time, I set 

a pretty china plate, but with ordinary cutlery.


“You can find something truly important in an ordinary minute.”

~ Mitch Albom

Saturday, November 19, 2022

A Day Off

Everyone needs a day off from time to time. From retirement, from only adult conversation, from household chores, laundry and grocery lists. And it doesn’t have to be planned! Better that it’s spontaneous, out of the blue, and full of fun. Today was such a day and I am glad of it. On this quick change list: painting, drawing, exercises, painting, mixing up bread dough, lunch, more painting, ABCD puzzles, drawing on each other’s arms and playing dress-up. All in all it was a whole lot more fun than my planned household chores, laundry and grocery shopping. 


“A child can always teach an adult three things: 

to be happy for no reason, 

to always be busy with something, and 

to know how to demand with all his might that which he desires.”

~ Paulo Coelho

Thursday, September 15, 2022

To Come Again


 



fine rain

  cool breezes

    overcast skies

      yellowing leaves 


seasons change

  one to the other 

    until summer 

      returns again



“I think that to one in sympathy with nature, 

each season, in turn, seems the loveliest.”

~ Mark Twain

Tuesday, August 2, 2022

Two Sides

Two Sides

“Passion!? Whatever do you mean, Hazel?” Harold rattled and shook his newspaper out, settling back to read. His wife was getting his tea. He always wanted the water boiled properly, his tea steeped precisely for 2 minutes, loose leaf tea ~ absolutely no tea bags and just hot enough so the flavour of the tea was enhanced. She knew right away that she’d made a mistake suggesting he was passionate about his tea. Her mother said he was just a brute, always insisting that Hazel get it right. “Let him make it himself!”


Hazel knew they were both right. He was a brute and she had plans to change that situation. In the early days of their courtship, his ‘passion’ about tea, was interesting. He had taught her about how tea was correctly grown, cured and transported. She had been fascinated with his knowledge, and went with him to conventions and tea tasting events. Over time, she became bored and he became just stodgy about it all. “Here you are, dear. I’ll be going now.” Hazel put her coat on, picked up her suitcase, waited in vain for a ‘thank you’, and went to stay with her mother.


“There is nothing that exists that has only one side. 

Even a piece of paper, thin as it is, has two sides.”

~ Terry Goodkind

Sunday, April 24, 2022

Regardless




Climate change?

or

Saskatchewan weather?

or

Both?





“I want you to act as if the house is on fire, because it is.”

~ Greta Thunberg

Monday, August 23, 2021

Honey Mustard Chicken and Potatoes

Online from 

'Cafe Delites for all good food lovers'


Far be it from me to alter any recipe! That is unless I’m missing one or two ingredients. In this case it was only one - mustard seed. Not to worry, the recipe also called for dijon mustard, so substitutions were not necessary. I did add a squirt of mayonnaise just to pump up the flavour. This delicious garlicky dish started out on the stove, browning the chicken and creating the honey mustard sauce. When the potatoes were added, there just seemed to be something missing…….ahh…..mushrooms. Some lovely little crimini mushrooms in the fridge were just begging to be used. So in they went. No green beans per the recipe? Not a problem. A sprinkling of frozen peas fixed that. It was a delicious late supper ~ that’s what happens when I sleep the afternoon away.


“The only real stumbling block is fear of failure. 

In cooking, you’ve got to have a what-the-hell attitude.”

~ Julia Child

Thursday, August 19, 2021

Chapter Two, Episode Forty-Six - A Dinner Evening - Situationally Theirs

A Dinner Evening


It had been a while. With all the Zooming and emails, there had been no need for the Storyteller to get out that way. She wondered if the Estate's name would be changed from the Beaufort Estate to the Crawford Estate. She strolled the grounds while Mrs. Beaufort chatted about the life’s newest changes. And now she was Mrs. Crawford, always smiling and cheerful. No, probably not. The Beaufort Estate would always be the name on the old gate - the old wrought iron gates that were seldom closed anymore. 


Sitting by the small duck pond at the back of the Digby’s cottage, the Storyteller stared into the dark water. How would it all play out? Invited for dinner, she had arrived early at their cottage. It was her opportunity. An opportunity to see what the couple’s plans were. From afar, the Storyteller had heard about their marriage, the Crawford’s marriage and now Martha told her Brigitte would be leaving. Martha was a veritable fountain of knowledge when it came to the Estate’s comings and goings. James Digby, her husband had developed more interest in the finances for the estate. Hired originally as the butler, his position had morphed and changed over the years. Longterm employees, the Digby’s had good instincts about the little community. Cook knew her kitchen and all the nuances of what each person preferred. Samuel could be found out in the garden, in the tool shed or somewhere else on the grounds. He knew and cared for every inch of the land, even the old orchard and the much newer apiary that Dez Eliot had established. 


Emelina Crawford and Dez Eliot were sisters. Sisters that had been estranged for many years until the pandemic had been declared. This sudden, tragic turn of world events brought the two women back together. Neither of them guessed that they would become good, good friends. Dez still lived in her own apartment in the city, and preferred it that way. She had told the Storyteller that, as much as loved her sister and being out at the estate, she never felt completely comfortable, unless she was in the kitchen with Cook. While Emelina could often be found in the kitchen, it was usually only to give some instructions about meals, or to stop in at Digby’s office for staff issues. Otherwise she occupied herself with ………. The Storyteller heard her hosts coming across the Estate lawn, Martha chattering about her day while James answered with an “uh-huh”, “Yes, my dear”.


“There you are, dear! Come in the house, it’s getting cool out here. How long have you been waiting. James, dear, get the kettle on. We need to make this young lady some hot tea.” 


~~~~~


Dinner was a simple affair. Martha had two salads in the refrigerator - a potato salad dusted with dill weed and a green salad with radishes, tomatoes and celery. “Would you set the table please, dear. Plates are up in that cupboard over there. The cutlery in the drawer by the refrigerator. I’m just going to finish the cream cheese icing on the carrot cake while James cooks the lamb chops. He left them marinating this morning in garlic, rosemary from our garden, salt and pepper in olive oil.” James had hung his sweater and tied on his apron. Getting his best pan out he began to fry the lamb chops and soon the cottage kitchen full of the delicious aroma of cooking lamb. The Storyteller stepped outside, clipped wild flowers from beside the back porch and put her small bouquets in the vase Martha provided. Dinner was quiet. After dinner and over carrot cake, they talked about all the changes at the Estate. James was quiet about Miss Emelina’s inquiries about staff benefits and her many meetings with the accountant. She had no idea that he was aware that he spoke regularly to Mr. Winston. Martha talked about her plans for a very belated wedding reception for the Crawfords. She also mentioned that Brigitte would be leaving the Estate in a short time. The Storyteller did notice that James was unusually quiet and wondered if there was something else afoot. 


“Enough shop talk. Our guest didn’t come here to listen to all our plans and woes. And what have you been doing, dear? Writing away as usual I suppose. Are there any restaurants open? Movies?”


The Storyteller told them about her many writing projects. Stories of space travel, and stories for children, poetry, and walks in parks. Martha talked about the squirrels in their back yard, the wild flowers and her little garden. James washed up the dishes and listened as the two women talked. He smiled to himself because he suspected there were changes coming.


“Things change. And friends leave, Life doesn’t stop for anybody.”

~ Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower

Tuesday, March 30, 2021

Spider on the Lake






A twig

frozen into the lake

crawled out

on spindly legs

to become

a spider.




“Transformation literally means going beyond your form.”

~ Wayne Dyer

Sunday, March 28, 2021

Old Echoes

I’ve always been hesitant 

about taking control 

when wrested from me by 

voices from the past

backed into the spinning corners of time 

~ time to complete something, 

~ time to turn the lights out, 

~ time to go to school, homework not done, 

~ time to stop colouring and set the table. 


Taking control of old echoes 

calms me. 


~~~~~


The Serenity Prayer says: ‘change the things you can’ 

~ doesn’t work for an ego maniac or 

someone just terrified that the results will be bad.


‘accept the things I cannot change’ 

needs a good deal of soul searching

with a liberal dose of humility - 

or should it read a soupçon of humility 

or a dusting of humility? 


then there is 

‘the wisdom to know the difference’ 

I am not one of the old souls 

with the wisdom of a thousand years, 

only the ability to acquire, to learn. 


deep breath ~ take control ~ 

hands on the wheel before the car 

~ that would be me ~

veers off the road. 


“My life didn’t please me, so I created my life.”

~ Coco Chanel

Saturday, March 6, 2021

It’s Only Change



Nickels, dimes and quarters 

sit at the bottom 

of purses, pockets and 

under couch cushions

~ forgotten treasure to be unearthed 


Intention is like that

in moments, hours or days

left to sit at the bottom of life

or on the edge of my desk

~ forgotten treasure to be rewritten.



“Time is the coin of our life. You spend it. 

Do not allow others to spend it for you.”

~ Carl Sandburg