Riding a flat bottomed boat,
a clear space around me,
I steer a steady course
on the broad blue river.
Dark rich silt,
fertilized by ancestors,
settles to the bottom.
Limitations bestowed
by Epilepsy ~
as low tree covered shores,
shape the course of the broad river.
Ancient trees silently line the shores
~ no thought to the river's flow
Has soil been worn away by life?
or strengthened by the steady flow?
Has either happened?
River and trees know not of each other
but their roots support one another ~
A relationship of chance.
My relationship with epilepsy has taught me much.
No matter how deep and strong the currents
of family, friends, career or community run,
I need develop and maintain a healthy relationship
with the river that carries me.
If mistakes and missteps made in this life
have sadly affected that relationship
I pay the price, and
one or more of you does as well.
If wants and desires pushed me
beyond my limits,
you and I pay the price.
As this Epilepsy Awareness month
began with Gratitude
So it will end with Gratitude.
Gratitude for all of you
who have roused me from my seizures,
mending my soul and my body,
caring for me and accepting me
as I carry this unusual gift of Epilepsy.
Thank you to all.
“Thanksgiving comes to us out of the prehistoric dimness, universal
to all ages and all faiths. At whatever straws we must grasp,
there is always a time for gratitude and new beginnings.”
- J. Robert Moskin
Author's note:
Edited Nov. 12, 2023
Revised August 15, 2024