Pages

Saturday, May 7, 2016

“Rowing down the river……..”

This was most interesting! Even as I was writing through the ten minute timeline, memories surfaced and merged with the opening line we were given - ‘Rowing down the river on a sunny afternoon…….’

Writing exercise - stream of conscious writing in a challenging time limit of 10 minutes.

Rowing Down the River
Rowing down the river on a sunny afternoon, it was the sun’s warmth, the slow moving water and the songbirds that had my full attention. It had been a long week on the road, traffic jams, construction and cyclists along the highway. I was tired and in need of respite. Here I was. Finally at home, my childhood home. Work was but a memory and the noise of traffic had dissipated. I slipped quietly into my old bedroom, found the jeans and t-shirt rumpled in my suitcase. Put my sandals on and slipped out of the house just as quietly, leaving my mom to her nap. Carefully I walked down the stone steps my dad had placed going down to the boat dock. The old red canoe that he kept carefully repaired was waiting for me as if it knew I was coming. A life jacket and oars were awaiting my arrival. My dad had prepared that for me. Getting out on the slow moving river transported me to summers long past. Once out on the river I paddled smoothly, the sun dappling the water. A splash got my attention. A brace of ducks had come in for a landing off to the side of my canoe. Green heads shining in the sun, they were chatting loudly to each other, breaking the silence that had settled around me. I could feel the tension of work and travel sliding into the water with each stroke of the oars. My shoulders relaxed. My breathing slowed. Lifting the oars from the water, laying them across the canoe, I sat in the stillness and felt the drift of the shining water. I was home in my heart and in my spirit.

“Eventually, all things merge into one, and a river runs through it.”
~ Norman Maclean

Friday, May 6, 2016

To Choose a Favourite Book

A Favourite Book or Movie - this month's assigned topic for Writer's Ink.
Books transport us to other lands and times, other planets or dimensions in space. Our lives are enriched by stories of families or survival in isolation. We feel tension, sadness, or joy. We laugh and cry as stories lead us by the hand through the complexities of narratives. To choose my favourite book, or movie, has not been possible and most definitely, a challenge to even attempt to do so. Titles, stories and characters each presented themselves to me. Some shyly, some quite boldly and some just because they had a nice book jacket. All We Hold Dear by Kathryn Lyn Davis was the first title that came to mind, then quietly stood by as I opened my mind’s bookshelves to find just the right book.“To Kill a Mockingbird” by Harper Lee, both storybook and movie, characters and setting moved me, stepped up and then stood quietly beside “All We Hold Dear”. To name all the others and their authors has been far too expansive for this short essay. All We Hold Dear touched my heart in a way that no other book has before or since. It is the story of how a young girl learns of her family history going back three generations in the Highlands of Scotland. In the Romance genre, I found it to be much more. To me it has been a story not just of love of family, but of letting go of loved ones that pass from this life. When I first read it, I was lead gently into a world of generational bonds and love. At the time, I was living apart from my own family in Texas. To read this tender story at such a time has held me close ever since.

All We Hold Dear by Kathryn Lyn Davis opens on Eva’s 18th birthday in 1988. Eva finds a journal written by one of her ancestors, and the novel proceeds from there into the highlands of Scotland. All We Hold Dear is the second in the trilogy Too Deep for Tears. Did not know that until today! The other two books are: First is the novel Too Deep for Tears; the third book is Somewhere Lies the Moon. I guess I have two more books to read.

“So many books, so little time.”
Frank Zappa

Thursday, May 5, 2016

A Real Challenge

Some of life’s challenges are
rather mundane
ordinary
nothing to write home about

Slowing down after a work day
seems, well, maybe difficult
but once feet are up on a pillow,
difficulty vanishes deep into the sofa

The real challenge is yet to come
getting back up, shoes back on, walking back to the car,
driving back to work to pick up a forgotten and necessary item.
Now there’s a real challlenge!

“There’s something that’s really fun about the 
challenge of making the mundane funny, too, I think.”
~ Jim Gaffigan

Wednesday, May 4, 2016

My Bright Spot

When I’m preparing to write my blog post, I look back over my day for a moment of clarity. A bright spot. A new awareness. What has made me feel good in my day. While I’m recalling the events of my day, I don’t forget to feel sorry for myself. It’s too easy to dive into the sadness, or anger or maybe just plain frustration. And then I'm reminded……….

My bright spot today? Being so very proud of my son Jason. An essential member of the team of artists that won a Daytime Emmy award, at the end of April, for their incredible work in R.L.Stine’s Monsterville: Cabinet of Souls on Netflix. Jason would be the first to remind me that he is part of a team. ‘This honour is shared, ma’.

I will confess I have not watched this movie, but it doesn’t diminish my pride. Jason has accepted any challenges that his chosen career has handed him. And I’m just proud and pleased to be his mom.

p.s. Will be checking out Netflix this weekend!

“Let your boys test their wings. They may not be eagles, 
but that doesn’t mean they shouldn’t soar free.”
~ C.J.Milbrandt, On Your Marks: The Adventure Begins

Tuesday, May 3, 2016

A Soul Opportunity

In the world of health care,
rules, visions, and programs
challenge the very soul
of frontline workers

Then there is one opportunity
to find joy by opening a door
listening and offering hope
bringing colour inside the lines

Just one thing, one small piece of time
reminding me of why ~
why being a nurse in addictions care
is a vital part of health care.

“Seeing everything through different eyes,
As I look to the sky with love in my sight,
Realizing what this ride does to me inside”
~ Jess “Chief” Brynjulson, Highway Writings

Monday, May 2, 2016

Evening Memory Challenge

At the end of the day
recalling the most stunning piece of the day it was the mountains ~
sharp outlines of snow covered crags
blue, blue sky - not a single cloud
deep water barely rippled
a lone gull floating on a whisper of an air current
hummingbirds perched on spindled branches
walking with friends held my time and attention
challenging my memory to paint a different picture
from what is held in the memory of my computer.

“He liked the fragility of those moments suspended in time. 
Those memories whose only function is to leave just a trace in memory.”
~ Chris Marker

Sunday, May 1, 2016

Chance, Challenge and Hope ~ CHALLENGES ~ Theme for May 2016

Chance, Challenge and Hope

Chance and Challenge were twins that absolutely hated their names, but loved each other very much.
Hope, their much younger sister, was the apple of their eye and a pretty sharp cookie, always beating them at their own games!
And she thought the three of them sounded like headliners opening for an inspirational speaker!
Letitia, their mother and Braden, their father had named each of them for what the young couple were facing in life.
Living paycheque to paycheque, both going to school and raising children stretched more than just money in those early years.
Energy frequently was at a premium, but it was always the children’s smiles and hugs that made life worthwhile.
Now that Hope had her own family, and her brothers were off and away in their own lives, she could see the sacrifices that her parents had made.
Grateful and proud of her parents, she finished up the care package she was preparing for her parents.
Each of them had been sick with some weird flu for the past week, so hope had been caring for them every day with soups, picking up their mail, getting them anything they needed.
Saturday afternoon, Hope would surprise them with her brothers returning home for their forthieth wedding anniversary and so much laughter and love.

“Family is everything. Family comes first. It’s not 
what I expected it to be, but nothing ever is.”
~ Madonna