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Saturday, November 7, 2020

Restoration ~ 2

 

Limbering up creative muscles, in this very joyful time for the U.S.A., takes me back to my personal journal. On July 04, 2017, I wrote these words:


Beautiful surroundings are a joy. Beauty, when only skin deep, even just a scratch to the surface, can reveal darkness below the facade. It may be something ugly or it may be only a shadow that gives the brighter side of beauty its depth. When I look out of windows, whether here in my living room or the windows of a car or bus, I see the many layers of the surrounding beauty. Beauty not just in the natural world, or in cosy homes and shimmering tall buildings but in the faces of people passing by. Animated conversations, faces furrowed in thought, children playing - or maybe crying, young love embracing at bus stops and in parks. Even the quick flit and fly of a plain brown sparrow has its own beauty. 


When all the beauties of the day soften into night, a different beauty emerges. It is the beauty of the dark, that quality that lies beneath the surface. A dark, night time beauty that trades in the beauty of the day for moon glow and star shine. As with all darkness, there can be dangers hidden in shadowed corners or on darkened sidewalks. Maybe frightening, maybe even evil. Or maybe as innocent as the pine cone that falls in my path. To feel the beauty of the darkness, feel the cool silvered air on my skin, I slow down, alert and loving my beautiful surroundings. 


“The work of restoration cannot begin until a problem is fully faced. 

~ Dan Allender, Phd. and author


Originally posted:

July 05, 2017

Friday, November 6, 2020

Sacred Echoes

Lights on Albert Street Bridge
Wascana Lake, Regina

 

Intuition in a tense situation,


blocked by ragged excitement,


wisps away in the noise.


unless


sacred corners 


of heart and of soul


whisper and echo with intuition.


“Faith requires following the power of a whisper.”

~ Shannon L. Alder

Thursday, November 5, 2020

Snap Decisions

 


Snapping up every opportunity

to believe,


in ourselves and in each other

despite


crazy making

turmoil and uncertainty,


will keep our feet

on the ground.


“You can’t make decisions based on fear 

and the possibility of what might happen.”

~ Michelle Obama

Wednesday, November 4, 2020

Chapter Two, Episode Seven - A Simple Story - Situationally Theirs

Review, Revision, Edit and Update:

As I'm sure Martha would agree, we each have our story. Some stories are detailed and layered, others fairly straight forward. However all stories are important to the individual, to family and to friends - whether in large part or small. 


There were few wording details that were corrected. These weekly stories further develop the characters who people Situationally Theirs in Dez Eliot and Emelina Beaufort's world on a deeper level.


A Simple Story


“James, are you listening?” Martha Haverstock-Digby had been busying herself in the kitchen. Her husband, James, just coming in the door from a morning walk, was humming an old Irish melody. Lost in thought about the lovely day, pleased that he was back to his old self, James barely heard Martha say something about a meal. 


“Yes dear. I am now. It was just so wonderful to be outside in the sunshine after being cooped up in the cottage for these last couple of weeks. I’m so glad I’ll be back at work this week. Now, what is it that you were saying?” James hung his cap and jacket in the front closet. He met Martha coming from the kitchen, wiping her hands on her apron. “Oh James, I’m so glad you are better. I was so worried about you, so sure that you had that dreadful Covid virus. It was just the flu!” James and Martha had worked together for many years, but had only been married for a few months. Carefully hidden feelings for each other had finally blossomed in the summer sun. Martha smiled up at her husband. He gently put his hands on her shoulders, bent down and gave her a kiss. “Now, what were you telling me, dear?”


Martha patted and smoothed his shirt front. “I’ve made you a lunch. It’s in the fridge, dear, and I’ve set your place at the table. I ate my lunch while you were out and will be locking myself in my little den to write my story. Would you read it over when I’m done, please and see what you think?” Martha untied her apron and walked away into the kitchen to hang it up, talking to herself all the way. Quite absentmindedly, she gave James a peck on the cheek and went off down the hall. She didn’t hear James call out - “Thank you for lunch Martha”. He heard the door to her den close.


~~~~~


Dear Storyteller, my story is a simple one. When I was twenty one, I only wanted to work. After high school, I did go to secretarial school for a while, but I wasn’t all that interested in all the typing and note taking and answering phones, so I told my parents I had a new job. Well, I didn’t have any job at all and didn’t know where I would get one. Some of my friends told me to go into nursing, but I faint at the mere mention of blood so dismissed that thought immediately. I didn’t know just what I would do! No place to go, no income, and nothing interesting at all. Twenty one years old and just set adrift. I’m not one to read newspapers - at least at that young age I surely wasn’t - but on that day I did. I’d gone to this little cafe to eat lunch and think. Local, and frequented by office workers and passersby, they had the best soup and sandwiches! Especially the egg salad. It was wonderful. The elderly couple that ran the cafe made everything on site, even the bread. The only food I’ve tasted that’s any better is Elizabeth’s here at the Estate.


Anyway, while I was waiting - they were very busy that day - I picked up the newspaper that the previous patron had left behind. He - or she - must have been looking for a job too because the paper was all folded up with the classified ads showing. One ad was circled in red: ‘Housekeeper wanted for a small estate. Contact Mr. James Digby Senior…..’ It gave the number and that there may be some over night work.  Curious, I decided to call. I knew how to ‘keep house’ but didn’t know I could get paid for it! I’d heard about this Beaufort Mansion place, but really just wanted to see it. I didn’t really plan to take the job. But now, all these years later I’m here and married to James Digby, Jr.! 


I did get married to someone else many years before, but we separated when our daughter Joanie was just two years old. For many years, we lived with my parents. Riding my bicycle to work was a real joy for me. I miss those days, but now I would fall off or run into a tree. When I was in my forties, I was able to buy a small duplex on the edge of the Beaufort property. Joanie was married by then and had my two lovely grandchildren - Ben and Abby. Almost the same time as I was hired here, I met Elizabeth Saunders - most people call her Cook. She was a new employee too. We both needed a friend, she had come all the way from England on a whim, but now she needed a job and a friend. 


And this is where I met my James. His father had been the butler that hired me. He came on staff just as his father was retiring, around the same time Elizabeth and I were hired. We three were friends and co-workers for many, many years. James was so handsome, his black hair with the little curl that escaped to his forehead, always trying to look so stern. Just like his father, Digby, Sr. although his father had a smile that charmed the world. It was just this year that James told me he loved me and asked me to marry him. Elizabeth told me she had known for years that we were made for each other. So, when James got sick, this year of the pandemic, I became quite frightened. Frightened that I’d lose him so soon after we’d found each other. It was just the flu though and he’s so much better. 


I don’t know if this plain story is any good, but it is my story. I’ve loved my life out here, and it just keeps getting better. I do hope we have been of help to you with all our stories. You are missed and I hope you are well.


 “There. I’ll let James read this to see if it’s all right.” Martha set down her pen, folded her paper in half and pushed her chair back from her beautiful old desk. Opening the door to the hallway, she sang out to James “Put the kettle on James. We’ll have a cup of tea and a piece of pie. You can read my little story and tell me of any mistakes.”


“A story has no beginning or end: arbitrarily one chooses that moment 

of experience from which to look bak or from which to look ahead.”

~ Graham Green, novelist and author

Tuesday, November 3, 2020

Which One?


Elastic bands, if stretched too far, will thin and finally let go. Sometimes with a stinging snap, sometimes with intent. Watching the U.S. election results tonight on CTV, the elastic that is political discourse has been stretched back and forth, in and out for too long and in too many ways. As a Canadian citizen, the outcome should be a slam dunk for my choice. Accessible health care and respect for the common man truly that drives any economy seems a no brainer choice. But then that’s just my opinion. I can only keep my fingers, toes and maybe even my eyes crossed for the elastic just to be set down, quieted down and with respect.

“You have very little morally persuasive power with 

people who can feel your underlying contempt.”

Martin Luther King Jr.

Monday, November 2, 2020

Attention to Detail - 2

Attention to Detail - 2 


“Really? You want me to clean my room? On a Saturday? Again? Come on, Mom, I cleaned it last Saturday and it’s hardly even messed up at all.”


Thirteen year old, Luke Jamieson pushed himself back from his desk chair, sighing heavily. “That’s all I can think of to write? About arguing with mom about cleaning my room. How boring is that?” He got up, shoved his chair back under the desk, and began stripping his bed. His mom had left clean sheets for him before she went out for groceries, kissed him on the cheek and rushed off on what she called her ‘runabouts’.  His English assignment was to write a short story about a personal problem. It was to be 300 words or less. All he had so far was 28 words. He supposed that was less that 300, but knew he would flunk badly and his parents would hear about it.


He finished making up his bed and stood back to look at his work. If he didn’t have the pillows just so, and quilt edges absolutely perfect, his mom always freaked out and make him do it all again. He adjusted what he considered really minor details. He really didn’t want to listen to the ‘attention to detail’ lecture again. Luke stumbled backwards over clothes and shoes that he’d kicked out of the way so he could make his bed. Landing on his carpeted floor with a thump, at first he was really ticked off. He started to laugh. “I’ve got it! This is perfect” He jumped up, grabbed everything off the floor and shoved it in his laundry basket, shoes and all. 


Grabbing the back of his chair, he pulled it out and spun it around. Throwing himself into his spinning chair, he put his feet under his desk and pulled himself to the computer. A little dizzy, he pulled his keyboard to him and started typing. “I hope this is good enough for Mrs. C. I’ll show it to Daphne tonight and she can correct my lousy grammar.”


~~~~~


“When I fell on the floor, because I was such a slob, all I could think of was one of my mom’s lectures. ‘Attention to detail’ are her three favourite words. Mom’s details are how the neat the pillows are. My details are whether I trip over my own details.”


Luke handed in his short story - 245 words - on Monday afternoon after he read it aloud to the class. Luke grinned when he got his grade: C+. He had never gotten A+ before!


“The truth of the story lies in the details.”

~ Paul Auster, The Brooklyn Follies

Sunday, November 1, 2020

Detours ~ RESILIENCE ~ Theme for November 2020

“Really? You want me to …….

 Elastic bands, if stretched too far, will……

Snapping up every opportunity…….

Intuition in a tense situation……..

Limbering up creative muscles…

Instinct, like intuition, will bring……….

Extending energies past…….

Nerves of steel that vibrate like……

Considering the pros and cons……

Endurance is key to……..


“She had fouled off of the curves that life had thrown at her.”

~ W.P. Kinsella, The Thrill of The Grass