that in itself is a choice"
Writing daily about my journeys through books, movies and plays along with poetry, story, or an occasional wander into ideas, opinions or rants.
Saturday, March 10, 2012
Just a few more steps before I really learned
that in itself is a choice"
Propelling me forward in my journey....
Friday, March 9, 2012
Danger.....
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Trains have schedules....Epilepsy does not
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Nocturnal Epilepsy and the Role of Sleep
Author's note:
February 2024
The descriptions of forms of epilepsy have altered over the years as research has combed through the confusing evidence that neurological disorders presents. Nocturnal epilepsy does not have the same description as I had been given in the ’60’s. However, it is also a mainstay of my epilepsy seizure management. If I’ve been out ‘past my bedtime’ or just watch TV past midnight; or if it is too hot, too cold……if anything disrupts my sleep, I know that the next morning I need to be very cautious. I found, by trial and error, that night shifts were not for me because of this very disruption of the circadian rhythm and taking an anti epileptic (phenobarb is a sedative) medications at bedtime. Sadly, I was unaware of this side effect of phenobarb at the time. So whether the label hung on this form of epilepsy is Nocturnal or not, the role of sleep is a critical issue. One I ignore at my peril.
Monday, March 5, 2012
A Life Lesson on How to Live with Epilepsy...
Twisting through me in
February 1, 2024
I was mad. I was always mad when my husband told me what I couldn’t do! On this particular day, because I had heard this too many times before, I stopped, maybe took a deep breath, and asked. “How do you know?!”
There is little more I can say. Importantly, when I was told my eyes go flat, it stopped me in my tracks. I didn’t know what to do with that information, even though I knew my husband was right. Yes I was angry at him for knowing, but fighting back had never helped. As matter of fact, it possibly had put me over the seizure threshold. Those few words gave me something to hang on to, even though I didn’t know how to use them. I don’t know when I finally figured it out, but I learned that when I felt as though I were being drawn back from reality, that was my sign. And probably when my focus changed.