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Friday, March 14, 2014

Why Should I Forget my Past?

Why should I forget my past?
burnished necklaces of joys and fun
banning traumas, tragedy or sorrow
tipping memory like a teeter totter
perched on only one seat 
whether grounded or riding high in the air

Why should I forget my past?
epilepsy of others ~ 
shoved in a closet
hidden in a drawer
swept under the rug
kept up in the attic or 
down a dank basement.

Why should I forget my past?
miss learning from the fancies and foibles of others
seizures happening in the thick of long days
that could have been shortened 
by limits drawn and a change to ‘the rules’

Remembering the past
as memory’s edges blur and fray with time
rounds up any softness and lessons
hard times ~ and lessons ~
to create my present self 
to suggest excited cautions for the future.

To leave everything behind would be 
like coming undressed into the bright light of today
without a road map to trace a way into the future.
Why should I forget my past?

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