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Tuesday, December 7, 2021

A Cat Tale ~ My Christmas Suitcase

My old suitcase had followed me faithfully through airports and down hotel corridors. Waited for me while I went to conferences and family gatherings. Sometimes emptied out and sometimes put on a cart or suitcase rack while I played Scrabble with a sister or went walking with my sons. Over time the outside became battered and worn, like other travel suitcases on airport carousels. Tossed into planes and out of planes on the carts with other suitcases going to 

Europe or the sandy beaches down under. Waited patiently for me to grab it from the ever moving carousel, set it firmly on its wheels and off to our next stop - the final stop: home. One Christmas as I was……………


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My Christmas Suitcase


Let me tell the story. So far, it sounds quite boring. It was easy for her to come home. She had the whole place. My home, as a suitcase, was at least dedicated just to me. Up high on a closet shelf or down low in a dark closet corner to wait. Empty except for a comb, brush or other forgotten piece of paper or package of tissues. Forgotten like me. I do hope I don’t sound pathetic. Never mind, I’m just a suitcase and this is what I do. Wait. Either filled up or emptied out. I wait. After my last trip, my home was rather uncomfortable. No one told me I would leave my nice warm closet behind! Forever! I did get a closet, but it was cold and dark. Or hot and dark. It’s a good thing I don’t sweat or shiver. And I waited, and waited. Forgotten. There I go again, whining about my lot in life. But really. I’ve been a good suitcase, a faithful and rather handsome suitcase. I don’t deserve to be forgotten. But I’m supposed to be telling you about this thing called Christmas. I’ve learned a lot of words traveling through airports. I don’t always know how to use them but it helps when I’m telling a story. There was one short trip when I was taken out, my wheels were taken for a good spin, but then I was home again to the closet. Christmas - I have no idea what that means, but my owner’s much more cheerful when this Christmas thing comes along. 


It was last year - not that I know what a year is. But I heard her telling this story last year. I was taken out of my very cold closet. Excited I thought a trip was in the offing. But no. I was taken down the stairs, quite empty. I was put, carefully I might add, on what is called a couch. My lid was lifted. A towel or blanket was put into my emptiness. I knew it - I was to become a lowly blanket storage space. And I just sat. Waiting for what I did not know. Then I felt it. Something soft, very small. Much smaller than any of her clothes. And then another. And then with a plump, a large soft and heavy something landed on my bent old ribs, moved around a bit and then settled. It actually felt quite good. But the last thing was the sound. Something like a little far away motor. I was just settling and about to fall asleep myself when my owner, who I was sure was not paying the least attention to me, said. “What are you doing in there?” The lovely soft warm lump was lifted up and away. “I suppose you thought I had forgotten you! No, you are now a very special suitcase. No more traveling for you.” As she talked, she began putting things magic and precious inside my old frame. “I’m filling you with memories: crystal icicles, sparkling Christmas cards, red and green ribbons and tiny silver Christmas balls. Little candles and Christmas tree ornaments. You are now my Christmas suitcase.” 


“Christmas is doing a little something extra for someone.”

~ Charles M. Schulz

Monday, December 6, 2021

Wording

Wording


“Exploring, in baby steps, I welcome the ghosts………” Clayton sighed. “Now who do I talk to. I suppose I should just go talk to dad. I hate this English teacher! Giving us these dumb ‘stems’. That’s what he calls them.” He felt something. The hair on his neck was standing up, his neck was prickling, he was suddenly cold. “Is anybody there?” His adolescent voice hesitated, not sure what he should do. “Mom?” There was no sound except for a slow soft breathing. “Dad?” His voice was barely a breath.


“Yes, son, it’s me. Your father. What’s that you were saying about your English teacher? You know I’m your English teacher ~ or have you forgotten?” Walking down the hall from the funny little room he called his den, Richard overheard his son worrying over the English assignment. Another essay set for his students, he sometimes had a perverse, but brief, sense of glee when he saw all the students faces. Mostly annoyance. When he heard “I hate this English teacher.” he was sorry for setting them an almost impossible task.


“How can I help you, Clay? Come on out to the garage. I’m going to work on the Mustang before supper. We can talk about how to deal with this horrible English assignment. That teacher? He doesn’t sound like a very nice guy!” Richard Ellington ~ Mr. Ellington to his students ~ leaned against his son’s bedroom door. 


Clayton slumped in his chair as soon as he heard his father’s voice. “Oh, Dad. You are a nice guy. When you’re being a teacher in class maybe not so nice. But what about the ghosts?! It’s not like it’s Hallowe’en. This doesn’t even fit in Christmas.” He got up from his chair, “Sure, I’ll come to the Mustang with you and watch you work.”


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“Help me up, son.” Richard, on the flat creeper, rolled out from under his ‘baby’. He reached out his hand to his son. Clayton helped his father up. They both wiped the grease from their hands. “Let me tell you something about ghosts. Even Charles Dickens had his own ghosts.” He saw the puzzled look on his son’s face. “You do know who Charles Dickens is, don’t you?” 


"Of course dad, but he wrote about ghosts.” He shook his head at his dad. Richard went on “Where do you think he got all his characters from? Where does any writer find their characters? They are all ghosts before they are put on the page! Thin, translucent and can vanish in an instant. Even then, the reader can only see them in their heads. So when you’re writing, just describe what and who you see in your head.”


Clayton had turned and walked away, shaking his head. “I knew it was a mistake to talk to dad about this. Now he’ll have to change the assignment because he’s helping me. All the kids pick on me anyway.” In a sing song voice he said “ ‘Your dad’s the teacher. You’re the teachers pet. Your dad’s the teacher. You’re the teachers pet.’ Who knows what he’ll come up with next. I won’t ask mom or dad next time.” He went in the house, closed the door and left his father standing scratching his head. Only the sparrows on the fence seemed interested.


“One day I will find the right words, and they will be simple.”

~ Jack Kerouac, The Dharma Bums

Sunday, December 5, 2021

Moving


 


Moving from house to house

            is moving

         home to home.







“Wherever you go, go with all your heart!”

~ Confucius